Is it wrong that what I seek is intense….
Is crazy, fun, loyalty and passion. That I want to look at someone and say ok I know we have both been hurt and this world has made us scared to be vulnerable but if you jump,so will I! I won’t let you fall.. We can even hold hands and jump together! I just want something real. Another human on this crazy journey to take my hand and say “let’s do this!”

Although I portray to be strong , tough & independent, and I am… I crave the vulnerability that comes with risk taking. Comes with stepping out of a comfort zone. It sounds easy right!?? Well, it’s not.
Unfortunately, this world has ruined a lot of people, and it’s only up to them to turn their journey around and make It right.

I have met so many different people traveling over the last few months and what I have found is this….
people are soooo scared to be true, to be vulnerable, to turn their head from drama, to be unapologetically themselves, to step out of their comfort zone into this beautiful world. They are scared to walk away from what no longer serves them. To take leaps of Faith and go for something or someone that inspires or intrigues them. To be vulnerable and have blind faith. If you are always  apprehensive and worried about what could go wrong, are you really fully living? I say, no way!

So what happens is, we intercept paths and we are thrown into another’s person journey with hopes that it wasn’t by coincidence and you play a part. Sad part is if you come with an expectation chances are you will be let down, but if you don’t.. The possibilities are endless.

I know one day I will meet that person that wants to jump with me. To look in each other’s eyes and say “I won’t hurt
You, let it all be about love and adventure !”
The biggest challenge is deciphering what you want. what you will accept, deciding if someone is right for you. I’ve learned slowly but surely to not overthink. To not judge. My forever human may come with not one thing I’m expecting. You have to trust the journey.

You know the feeling you get when your so in love? Everything about that person makes you smile and light up inside… That is what every single person wants.. If they say they don’t, they are completely lying to you. If they say they don’t it’s because they are so emotionally numb, insecure and scared. We are out here on this earth to find people we have soul connections with to guide us. If we are lucky we find our actual soulmate.

I know there is someone out there for us all..just have to keep your eyes open and drop any vision you may previously thought was what you wanted lol…. we all have our check list of what we want and don’t want.. Im Not telling you to throw it out, all I am saying is write it in pencil 😉
Anyways, hope everyone has a good night. These are just my late night thoughts.
Love,
Sarah Elizabeth  #spilledink #jumpwithme #myhuman