So to say I have a lot going on in my life is an understatement…and to say I feel like my head is just above water is probably a great way to describe it…but to also say that me growing as a person is at a all time high and what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger is right on!

Allow me to quote my girl T Swift “Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That’s when I could finally breathe” love that!

At times I hate to show vulnerability or that I can’t “handle” all life throws at me all by myself. I mean I recently text my girlfriend and it autocorrected “Don’t” to “ #dontneednoman”  haha my mom would be so proud…however this is not true one bit. I jokingly say it and I truly don’t neeeed a man, but wow am I finding myself wanting someone to cuddle up close to lately.  Maybe because when the weight of the world is on your shoulders you just need that one person to kiss your forehead and tell you it’s all going to be just fine.  After a long day of work I want to be able to call someone I’m interested in and talk about our day. Connection and love is what we are all really here for, right? 😉

Right now I’m packing and moving my life into a new house, first time I’m doing it all completely on my own. Proud ..yes, excited..for sure, scared..absolutely!  my little one is going through a stage of terrible 3s and has double ear infections right now all while switching into a new school.  I work hard and am constantly thinking of ways to be successful, working on getting into the best shape and health I’ve ever been in… maintaining a relationship with all my friends and loved ones ..being the best mommy I can be, being adventurous, writing my blog to keep sane all while trying to be a bad ass and live a positive kick ass life!!! My day to day is extremely busy! I don’t ever really have time to breathe or have any “me” time. Sorry for the rant..but I’m sure you get it….

My cousin and soul sista text me yesterday and said  “Im very excited for you and this new journey your starting. Don’t allow anything that isn’t absolutely beautiful and nourishing to you have your attention. I love you and will be sending you so much love and positive energy!” it meant soooo much to me and to be honest the part about not allowing anything to have my attention that isn’t beautiful and nourishing was exactly what I needed to hear. Thanks Rachel!

Ive learned that while yes there are things you cant control there are a lot of things you can. Like being positive, spreading love, working hard, being a loyal good person list goes on and on… Ive also learned those people that suck the energy out of you or make you feel as if your having an anxiety attack and cant breathe,eliminate them! I don’t care if they are a spouse, no need to suffer with someone that carries a black cloud. No one has time for that, life is to beautiful and way to short. You can control who you choose to surround yourself with. If someone makes you feel not so good, move along, chances are their behavior has nothing to do with you anyways.

This next year for me is about becoming …becoming the woman I’m destined to be. I have grown so so much the last 3 years. Im ready… I have completely stepped out of my comfort zone and into open field, bring it on! “ you must sacrifice security in order to grow”  Im excited for my future, truly excited! I have no limit on how amazing I can make this short ride here on earth, but I’ll enjoy making it as kick ass as possible! Right now I may be stressed but that light at the end of the tunnel is so bright and I get closer and closer!

Hope everyone has an amazing day! Stay Strong and smile at a stranger, its contagious! 🙂

Love,

Sarah Elizabeth XOXOXO

A song I love and listen to every single day thanks to a fellow 311 fan that introduced me to the band Rebelution..

http://www.bing.com/search?q=meant+to+be+rebelution&form=IE10TR&src=IE10TR&pc=MALCJS

“‘Cause I can see the sun rise on my way
I can see the road rise to meet me
I can feel the earth underneath my feet
And I can see the stars on top of me..

And it feels like life is taking over
It feels like it’s meant to be”

such a great song!!!

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