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With my birthday drawing near, Ive had aging/life on my mind….So thought I would write about it..

In the past when I thought about aging I would get so turned off  but recently my perspective has been very different. Ive realized how beautiful aging and life experience is.  Soooo im not going to tell you exactly how old I am, but let’s just say…I’ve lived, lost, loved and learned….I obviously  have a lot more life to live but I’m finally at a point where “I get it” truly I see life through a different and deeper lense, a panoramic view… Aging well is about taking care of your body but also your soul & your spirit, with thoughts, experiences, people and things that bring you pure and real joy, and avoiding those that don’t.

I definitely am little weird, for lack of a better word and I look at things from a different perspective than most. At times I wish I was naïve and lived in a little bubble because I wouldn’t analyze,  and feel things so strongly, but then I realize I have a gift…a gift not many have, to see people and situations from a deeper perspective that only gets stronger and clearer with age…

Im extremely grateful for every experience that can only be acquired over time. The good and the bad I’ve realized though all experiences and scars left on my fragile little heart, Im growing, forever learning and it all makes me that much stronger. Even though I have been through some hard times, it has made me well rounded, relatable, understanding, and what I call on my way to becoming a “spiritual Warrior” …  because “ive never met a strong person with an easy past”  that’s deep huh?!

Im grateful for the people that cross my path. The people I have met that allow me to be a part of their life, that open up to me about their journey thus far, because they trust me. People that open my eyes to things , that inspire me, I’m so very appreciative for these people. I truly believe in soul connections..that people are brought in and out of your life for a reason. That some are meant to stay and some are meant to have just a brief exchange. Although at times I wish some could of stayed longer I accept and trust the journey as it unfolds…because What if everything is actually happening PERFECTLY? We spend all this time wondering why things “didn’t work out.” But what if it actually did work out…we just didn’t realize it? Think on that one .. 😉

If you have even one beautiful moment with someone, that might be more than some people ever get to experience in a lifetime? Instead of being pissed off at a person for not fulfilling our exact desires what if we focused on how incredibly beautiful and fulfilling those MOMENTS were? What if we could bring those moments to mind and smile? Focusing on that fulfillment brings an entirely different energy to the table. Because no matter how a relationship unfolds, we can experience so much in moments. I find myself falling so deeply in love with so many people all the time. Not in a way that feels needy or expecting, but in a way that fills me up with crazy good feelings and kinda just makes my heart burst open. Even  when someone does you wrong remove them from your life but  let them go with love, light and forgiveness. Its so easy to be pissed off but why hold that in your heart? Soooo you see I get wiser with age as my perspective changes, life gets more and more beautiful.

 “Life will bring you to your knees and rip you open in ways that will allow you to love. It is your heartbreak that will teach you compassion”. -Seane Corn

Im getting alittle carried away I think , but my mind goes and goes…

A whole new journey is about to unfold and I couldn’t be more excited. Especially since now I’ve realized so much more about people, life, love, truth. I’ve done a lot of soul searching and spent a lot of time getting to know myself. My relationship with God is forever strong and I’m truly happy. Yes, I definitely have my days but I try to always keep moving forward and being the best version of myself. I’ve traded tears for a little black dress, and that fear of being alone for the option of having something and someone extraordinary, because its way worse to feel alone in a relationship than to actually be alone. I’m conquering my Life lessons… to do my best, spread the love and keep it high vibe..most importantly never to neglect myself and be forever learning and open to new and different experiences.

” Trust The Journey”

Moral of this rant..Embrace age and getting wiser! Love your life, love people and be present! Always keep it high vibe!

Happy Friday!!!

Love Always,

SE