Don’t Forget to Dream…..

My Best friend asked me this last night when having “girl talk” and talking about relationships “When did you stop being such a dreamer, sarah?”

I find myself asking that same question over and over again all morning.. She knows me very well, probably better than anyone else….So she sees though everything i say.. Ive realized lately I’ve focused so much on living that I’ve stopped dreaming…..

somewhere along the voyage to single-and-lovin’-it, I lost track of the girl who loved to dream…..

I’ve been trying so hard to be so strong about it all, that I haven’t let myself believe….

I’ve been protecting my heart & my mind from failure, from that ache I know so well. From getting my hopes up so high that they have no place to go but crashing down.. From thinking — and beautifully, wishfully dreaming about the life I hope to have one day..I try to remind myself to live in the “now” but I cant forget you always have to dream of the future, bigger & brighter tomorrows

This morning, on my drive to work alls I hear in my head is “Sarah, Take time to dream.” For some reason it is really heavy on my heart..and I started to cry …I cried for the younger years where i was less street smart, the less experienced me that used to draw hearts and dream of the future.. The me that made  “dream boards” because one day I’d work for it all and have everything that I glued on those pages. For the girl that was, and still is hopeless romantic. For the girl that always dreamed of Sunday morning, after church, making breakfast with the man of my dreams and our family. Windows open on a beautiful summer day with the birds singing away.. (sorry got carried away lol)  😉

maybe that’s why I’m a little scared to dream now. I do have most of what I ever wanted: an incredible job that’s challenging and amazing. A safe, comfortable home that I own across from the beach. A group of amazing, and funny friends that keep me sane, an awesome family that’s always has my back, regardless if they’re a car ride or a plane ride away. A sweet little boy who never lets me end my day upset or feeling unloved. Im healthy in and out and am aging like a fine wine, ( thank God)

So the thing left to dream about is… love…Or about the ways my career will change and grow over the next few years. Or about the addresses that I may have but haven’t walked past yet. the people who will change my life that I haven’t met…

Or maybe, if I really dare to dream, perhaps, I’ll live with a handsome, successful, kind and amazing husband, we will have a beach house and a great apartment in New York City to be closer my family, happy little children full of life.. we will share the best adventures together because we will be best friends . Ill be able to turn my thoughts and writing into a book one day, be able to help people all over the world and spread love. Ill get more involved in modeling and being a makeup artist for big fashion shows/events. I want to be able to travel and able to remind myself that it’s only with imagining that anything can ever happen.

I’ve always dreamed, my whole life  about many  things, and many have come true! How can I forget to dream now..they say if you think it, dream it, believe it, manifest it and work for it…anything is possible!!

After writing this blog post I feel on fire.. I know all my dreams will become a reality because knowing myself, ill never settle for anything less..of course I trust the journey and trust  that I’m being directed to live my best life. Learning to let go and enjoy the ride..every up and down while keeping it high vibe!

That is all peeps….my thoughts for the day …

Guess what I had to remind myself is to rid the fear and the ego..believe and NEVER stop dreaming!!! Life is magical…just believe

#love #istillbelieveinyou #neverstopdreaming #anddreambig

Love Always,

Sarah Elizabeth XoXo